Yes we need to learn, grow, and strive to be a more complete and together person. We must constantly give our best to walk in obedience to God's Holy Word. But keep going back to your first pure love and love the Lord your God with all you heart, soul, mind and strength. Then God will be pleased to help us and change us from glory to glory.
If he doesn't wash us, all we can ever present to Him is as "filthy rags". So please come and do a new work of hunger and thirst, for more of the Holy Spirit in my heart, O God. Yes Lord!!
-JN